but i’ve never been so scared in my entire life. i’m terrified of being let down. i’m terrified that you’ll move on. i’m terrified of getting hurt. i’m terrified of not being able to see you. i’m terrified to let you know how i feel, but i’m most terrified that you’ll never even notice.
last summer when you would text me at 3 in the morning and i’d be wide awake and so excited to talk to you? i wish that never happened because as amazing as i felt at that time it isn’t worth the way i feel now, wishing i could stop liking you the same way you stopped liking me, if you ever did.
my life is just a collection of poorly made decisions with alternative music playing in the background